Sadness is much like a colony of mushrooms that start to overtake a dark forest.
First there is the forest, then there are the trees, then there is the darkness and the damp air and moist soil, then there is the cooing of the owls and the calling of the kayotes. Then in that space and time a mushroom starts to sprout,
then another and then another.
Much like sadness, one must go back and try to find the root of where it all began.
Was it in secondary school when everyone laughed at you when you were the last one chosen on a team.
Or was in highschool when everyone seemed to have a secret admirer for valentine’s day but you.
And then in College when everyone knew exactly what they wanted to be but you.
Or was it just last night in your forties when your parents called to wish you a happy birthday and reminded you that you never finished college and you still have your box of comics at their house.
And while they were saying good bye they asked you if you have payed off your credit cards.
Sadness just creeps up really like a jelly fish in the water, hard to see, but then there is the sting.
The sting that stays on and on until you wash it off with your own urine.
There will come a time, when your own odor will take over your being, and your sadness takes over your every breath.
The mushrooms are becoming a colony and the fog is taking over the trees…..
listen to the quiet and listen to the poem about sadness from with in.
SAD Sadness Saddening
Isn’t it Sad to know that there is no one within reach that cares to know you are sad
Doesn’t the sadness over take your breath just as the smog overtakes a city full of people in cars,
not realizing what is killing them, but knowing it is something they must stop.
And the Saddening part of it all is that once you know you are in,
it is much like quick sand, difficult to stop, you start to move your hands and feet, but then you go further in.
As you realize you will drown, you open your mouth to cry out for help,
but even more so, your mouth fills up with the sadness, no cries,
There comes a time, you must believe that a knight will appear on a white horse and rescue you.
If you believe in fairy tales, the unicorn might appear to give you his horn to come out of the quick sand.
Is this a swamp or is it a river in disguise.
There is a mermaid calling for your help.
You realize that your time is over and that you must attend other peoples’ calls.
The sadness begins to wear off as the sun begins to rise.
Remember with each sunrise another 24 hours of hope are resurrected.
So lets let the mushrooms dry out and lets learn to recall the moment
sadness began to fade away and hope started to rise.
The owls start to sing like the canaries and the kayotees now dance around.
The mushrooms play the role of umbreallas for the caterpillars and the lady bugs.
The sun is shining once again.
It is just sad that the taste of saddness remains.
Napoleon Nalcot says
The cure for sadness is joy. We can be joyful even if we’re not happy. Happiness is material; joy is spiritual. Although some things we can’t control but we can always try to control our attitude towards them and, consequently, change their effects on us. To feel sorrow, to a certain degree is, being humans, natural. We have the right to happiness. But we can never be happier than being where God wants us to be, no matter where it is.
Bahareh Amidi says
I truly love the distinction you have made between happy and joy. Thank you. What a big difference between the material and the spiritual. And also that of our attitude. Yes, acceptance of our position is key. And it is our faith that will guide us to this key. Thank you for making the clarity my dear travel companion on this journey of life.
trixmetheeus says
How lovely you bring to life sadness. How eloquent your words and imagery. May your days be filled with more smiles than tears, more joy and laughter than sadness and pain. I love all your poems whether they are sad, happy because they are all infused with light of faith. Keep writing and growing and shedding your light on my world.
Bahareh Amidi says
You do know that we shed light onto each others world and onto each others path. The sad days are necessary for us to recognize the smiles.
I used to be afraid of sadness and in a way run away from sadness, but recently I tend to hold sadness with a gentle touch, as if holding the most delicate web build be the tear drops of caterpillar longing for flight.